Had a bit of a rougher day at work today. The new job is a lot more of an emotional one than normal jobs. A lot more stress and expectation. What is interesting is that at the moment, the key issues that I am concerned about are the lack of things that most people would find stressful rather than the stress normal people would feel. So it is odd that I am feeling stressed and, in reality, I probably should not. Maybe stressed is the wrong term, I am stressed, but maybe that is purely from the move, not being settled in yet, not having a good feel for the plan for the next few years, etc.
Came home from work and Dominica and I spent the whole evening on the white couch in the living room discussing the work situations and how I was feeling about it. I was able to work through a lot of what I have been thinking and was able to synthesize it a lot better, I feel, after that.
I have a meeting scheduled for tomorrow at work to discuss some of my concerns as well. I’m working through this stuff, but it takes time. And a lot of this is expected so, that makes it easier that it is not a surprise.